a month from now

dear sayang,

this is the story of the first and last time i'll ever fell in love with a complicated, fascinating man who already have my soul. i've never met any guy like you. i fall for you so fast. you make it easy for me to accept you because you are you. and for the fact that, you've rip my heart out on our first conversation early in the morning. i won't forget it. forever. i let you do whatever you want to do cause i love it when you're happy. seriously. you look so un-matured when you feels happy and that make me feel more comfortable to be with you. i like spending my night with you "melepak-lepak" at al-salam. every night. everything i do, i do it for you.

i know you well. well enough for me to know how you feels only by looking into your eyes. and hey, you got beutiful eyes. it's so damn gorgeous. here's five fact about you. i mean the important fact. though there's a lot, but this is so important.

one ; you will do whatever you want to do. and no one can stop you. not even me.
two ; you "mengidam" many kind of food. i got a list of that.
three ; you can't laugh too much, it'll make your chest full with oxygen. it hurt you. i know.
four ; you are stubborn. you don't want to admit it. but, that's the truth.
five ; spending time at a cyber cafe will make you happy. you can just sit in front the computer for hours.

guys and girls, he is a lot to handle. do you have the courage to handle him? no you don't cause i'm the one who want to be the one who's got the courage to handle. i'll do whatever it takes to make sure that he's okay. :)

the sad part is, you've already move on with your life. take your time to think through this. there will be no reason for me to wrote this for you, but i still want to say this as i took this as a chance.

whether we're together or apart, you will always be the man of my life. keep this.
the only girl who i'd ended want to be is the girl who wins your heart.
and i will always believe that it was my destiny to be that girl.

sayang, start from the moment you tell me that you need your time, i know, i'm not going to meet you anymore, i just want to let you know, if one day you were walking alone and you feel certain present besides you, that would be me. loving you wherever i am. and i will make sure that my love for you will never end. i promise you. you can count on me. you know you can. i've promise you that i'll never let you go, no i'm not. until the end. i'll always be there for you. i love you.

hehh, one month from now, i hope we'll see each other. i'll make it up to you. hope you're going to be fine when i meet you on 15 january 2010. till then, take care sayang.

09 : 17 am
15 december 2009.


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