i'm still here

i found the pieces in my hand,
they were always there,
it just took some time for me to understand,
you gave me words i just can't say,
so if nothing else,
i'll just hold on while you drift away,
cause everything you wanted me to hide,
is everything that makes me feel alive,

the cities grow,
the rivers flow,
where you are, i'll never know,
but i'm still here,
if you were right and i was wrong,
why are you the one who's gone,
and i'm still here,
still here.

seeing the ashes in my heart,
the smile the widest,
when i cry inside and my insides blow apart,
i tried to wear another face,
just to make you proud,
just to make you put me in my place,
but everything you wanted from me,
is everything that i could never be.

maybe tonight,
it's gonna be alright ,
i will get better,
maybe today,
it's gonna be okay ,
i will remember .

i held the pieces of my soul ,
i was shattered,

and i wanted you to come and make me whole,
when i saw you yesterday,
but you didn't notice,
and you just walked away,
cause everything you wanted me to hide,
is everything that makes me feel alive.

the lights go out,

the bridges burn,
once you're gone,

you can't return,
but i'm still here,
remember how you used to say,

i'd be the one to runaway,
but i'm still here.

i'm still here by vertical horizon.

[aisyahrazali's property]