self talking

i want to kill him.
but i change my mind.
i'm not gonna kill him.

i'll kill myself.

why am i wanna kill myself?
it's not gonna make him comeback to me.

well at least, it'll put me out of my misery.
and it'll hurt him.
he'll never be the same.

but i'm so wrong.
time will pass, he'll be fine.

how do i know?
because that's the way it works.

how do i know?
it has to be.

till then, i'm screwed.


[aisyahrazali's property]