this heart, it beats, beats for only you

i'm sorry. i just can't take this, no more. it's been like forever since i don't feel this kind of feeling. i'm so sorry. last, last night was my first tears after four or five months bleeding. dah!

hate me now, i'll do my best to hate you
leave me now, i'll do my best for putting the blame on you

or

love me now, i'll love you for more
be with me now, i'll hold you until my last breath

for god sake, it's been awhile ;)